Summer Camp

So, I feel bad that I have not  updated this in a long time. I've been working at a summer camp, which takes up most of my time. When I do get breaks I like to read, nap, and reply to emails, so my blog has been the last thing on my mind. However, I thought to update it, and let you all know that things are doing all right.

I am doing better. I still think of Adam almost every day, but things are all right. At least I hope they are. I still worry about some things, but I've felt a lot of comfort from family, friends and Heavenly Father. I am very grateful for all the support. I am worried for school this upcoming semester. I will be going back to Utah State, which I am excited for. What I am not excited for is the junk I have to figure out for financial aid. I am also worried to get back into the swing of "social life". I have been in the mountains since a week after Adam's funeral, and I have gotten very comfortable where I am. I love the staff I work with and I feel like I can be myself. But, having to go to school is a bit intimidating, with all the newly weds, couples, and crazy singles, not to mention the guys that will be there. I'm not at all ready to date. And it kind of makes me nervous to have to face guys again. I used to be so confident in who I was and my relationship. And now, I am a bit more hesitant. I am hoping that is something that will heal with time. I'm sure I will be able to be myself. I am doing better every day. Which is good.

Camp is great. Like I said above, things are going well. I am having fun. Though I am a bit tired sometimes. The girls are fun. I love working with them. I enjoy being able to teach new things and sing all the songs. I also love the staff. They have been very supportive of me since I've come up. It's great. I do have a terrible farmers tan. It needs to go away. Curse you long pants and sleeves!!!! Ah well....

I think the highlight of this month has to be seeing Harry Potter opening night. It was so good. I went to see it with one of my good friends, Scott. I believe I cried 3 times in the movie, Scott claims it was 4. Either way, the movie was great!!!! It's sad to see Harry Potter finally end though. I've grown up with the books and the movies. It's part of my childhood. It's sad to see it end. Ah.... sadness. But, I love it. I will probably go see the movie again. And reread the books. Just because they are great.

The other highlight, of course, is just spending time on the weekend hanging with friends. I spend every weekend with either Hotty Donna, Scott or both of them. It's a party every time. I can tell you now that I could write an epic book of the many adventures I have with those two. It's going to be a sad day indeed when I have to move away from Colorado and not see them as often. And of course, Scott is going to Australia in 2 weeks!!! Wow.... crazy how time flies like that.

Anyway, hopefully, I will be able to update this more often. I'm trying to. At least I've gotten it to once a month. :) Maybe I can improve it to twice a month. Love you all. Thanks for the love and support. I'm glad to have such good family and friends through these hard times. I'm glad I am able to smile.